when someone's time is up,
there will be tears,
you really have got no mood to do anything.
because of all the unspoken words you have not said.
you could write it in a letter
but does it helps?
the person you love dearly has already passed away. everyone is looking at you,
i'm going against my religion
to do another religion ritual,
what can i do?
i'm so call the eldest grandson
(my father is the eldest son)
everyone is looking and counting on me.
i just got to follow their way.
you will feel helpless and cry again everytime you think of it.
when you need a shoulder to cry on,
who among your friends are willing to lend you theirs?
i don't have many,
does that means i don't have lots of friends?
they are just merely action as one?

all that i know,she is going to a better place.
she will be with Qunnie(my past dog)
in a place i will go someday,
as she has recieved grace and accpeted,
the LORD as her personal GOD and SAVIOUR.
with a twitch of her eye lip she agreed,
when my aunt ask her yesterday.
but the burial is still taoist as the rest of the family are taoist
and do not believe in christianity.
May GOD be gracious and takecare of her.