Todae never woke up,
coz didn't even slept.
Thinking about what i malign her about.
In the end still don't know the answer.
went out with family again.
tommorow going to sentosa with churchmates.
nothing much to write,
so i end here.
Promises are not meant to be broken aren’t they?
if you want be to go,
i will go,but promise me,
you will always be happy.

Todae went to school
for chem remedial.
after chem remedial,saw her at hall.
don't think u saw mi ya?
went to eat alone in canteen,
kena ps by duyi and joshua.
nvm dun care liao las.
than went home.
played com awhile than read zixin's blog.
there had a link.http://www.geocities.com/be9ice2u/
damn touching las.
tommorow don't think i'm going out.
no one jio mi:(
wish to go back to the past,
still remember it was
last month(12.31pm) on this very day
which you said
you like me a little.

Todae finalli bac from LIA camp.
everywhere cramps=x
hahas nvm at least had fun at camp.
realize i got to get 70% for my other exams
to not retain in sec3.
GOD PLEASE GIVE MY A MIRACLE
as i walk this path with you.

THE FIRST DAY
reported at 9am.
splited into groups.
i was place under john,
to me he's the best leader there.
our group name was called lincoln.
lincoln was about a man who help stop
slave trade and the civil war.
put our bags and
did some ice breaker games.
example candle throwing,super sunday and trust fall.
had our lunch.
than went to change for mosque visit.
when back changed and had a amazing race game.
than was called to the hall.
mr vak scolded us and made us do pumping etc.
and taught us echo-ing and ALL FOR ONE.
after that had a talk on what a leader is.
A LEADER IS SOMEONE WHO KNOW THE WAY
AND IS NOT AFRAID TO SHOW THE WAY.
and the 7 habits of an efficient person.
that had dinner than was a game that was something lyk CSI.
after playing that game,we had our debrief.
than was bed at 12plus am.
didn't even bathe than slept.
slept within 5mins=x

THE SECOND DAY.
woke up at 5am to bathe.
than 6.45 met up at hall.
had P.T and some scolding by the ECOs as
we used the other floor toilet to bathe.
after that had morning run,
i saw her,during the run =)
than went to eat breakfast.
than we had a talk by the ECOs on NE.
had a stupid test which only had the do question 3.
than was the low elements game.
my group lincoln just rocks las.
we bet every group in the games.
than came a talk on EVENT PLANNING FOR IDIOTS.
learned how to plan for events.
than watch part of WHEN WE'RE SOIDERS.
learn about great leadership.
than was the water games^^
the ECOs sabo us las.
ask us close our eyes think of what we have learn
then threw water balloon and bombs at us=x
all got wet than the water games begin.
all of us really had fun there.
than changed and had a break.
after that was dinner.
after that had a movie called 'the pursuit of happiness'
damn touching las the movie.
than was debrief.
when back to bunks at 11plus.
after awhile slept again=x
so damn tired las,cannot blame.

THE THIRD DAY(which is today)
the ECOs came to wake us up at 2.30am.
as us meet them at parade square at 3.30am.
of cause didn't sleep.
than it rained and we had to go to the hall.
anyway as usual girls are always late.
than the P.T was lead by MR VAK.
run up to bunks and down alot of times.
after P.T was event planning as a group.
our event was the sec 1 orietation.
after that was breakfast.
than had trust fall again.
most of us can do it now.
than was a game all the cross of redemption.
i said i would throw away my laziness thr.
than packed up and went home sweet home.

i haven't give up on us,
still waiting for you,
with all my heart.

Today woke up 7plus.
waited for a call but it never came.
aiya dun care,than went bac to sleep.
stayed home and played computer the whole day.
Tmr will no be at home,
will be at a camp in school i tink=x
will not blog until thursday.
will repply any calls and smses when free.
now going to get kit list bac frm naim.
so i don't mean anything to you.
maybe i'm had always has
been wishful thinking.

Today woke up damn early las.
than went to sentosa.
HAPPY BIRHTDAY ELAINE.
meet elaine n co. at vivo.
than bus to sentosa.
sentosa changed alot=x
got there changed and went to play.
played frisbee,sand water n alots more.
raining went to underwater world.
after that went to the chalet.
played cards,true of death n lots more.
after that had bbq^^
although some not cooked=.=
(sorry but you have to wait,
as i'm waiting for someone.)
went homed at 9 plus.
had alot of fun today,but also damn tired=x
tmr got track but dun noe wat time,
tat fcuk jessica dun wanna tell mi.
please don't let the feeling fade.

Todae woke up 7pm,
saw her sms.
she woke up at 4am=x
waited till i fell asleep...
went to cancel the bbq.
instead went to hillsong united concert at expo^^
met churchmates 3pm at cwp.
bused to bedok n mrt to expo.
the concert was simply amazing.
i was super high thr.
jumped around while singing song by hillsong united=)
now i'm so in love with GOD
can't wait for the next concert.
after about 10 plus leave for woodlands.
mrt to changi n buses homed.
when you said you don't care,it really hurts.

Todae didn't went for road run.
coz i was lazy xD
instead went out with family.
went to tamp.mall to watch movie.
watch indiana jones.
they show was ok las.
than went to cousin hse.
went out with cousin to expo^^
after that went home.
Hope your sun burn isn't that painful,
missing your face already=x

Todae went to AI invitation relay,
instead of going to school straight=)
we came in third.
disapointed but at least we beat victorial secondary
we will train harder.
than went back to school for evg got talent.
the performence were quite entertaining^^
exspecially the guy with the gal's voice.
forgotten his name=x
anyway got back results yesterday.
did badly. 36/38 position in class=x
needa concentrate with life.
in god,studies and life.
you will never know how much you mean to me ):

Todae inter class games.
lose to thinking and drawed with integrity.
than alex so dun noe y threw bottle at mi.
than say anything after skool find him.
after that went home.
played com awhile than went for sprint dynamics training.
the training there is tough
i'm so damn tired las.
my life now is even more haywired=x
don't leave me right now,
when i need you the most.

Todae woke up 12 plus.
i noe 1'm a pig=x
mum didn't say anything.
ate lunch than went out.
went to meet pri skool friends.
talked and slacked awhile than went home.
holiday's coming we are going out,
just can't wait.
there's nothing much today.
tmr start skool le.
lucky it's late^^
I can't believe,
i'm in love with a piggy=x

Todae woke up.
didn't went out as usual.
stayed at home did some of my a-maths corrections.
than my parent came to scold me,
sae wat i play com the whole day.
cannot stand them so went out.
came home after that coz she ask mi to.
just hate my life.
seems that nothing's going right.
just promise you will stay,
as i really need you.

todae woke up than slept again.
left hse and went to church after that.
went for worship
after worship played captain ball.
than was block catching^^
(i know alot of ppl saw mi playing =x)
after that went to changed,than service.
realise i had not been praying frequenly.
i need pray more.
after that went to park to spent time with my family.
than homed.
takecares of yourself,don't hurt yourself
i still care for you.

Todae went to skool.
saw my geo paper,failed it.
june holidae coming liao.
going to concentrate on studies and track.
my track had deproved.
100m 13.10 secs
and 28.4secs fer 200m.
vomited after track las.
don't know what's happening with my life.
my life juz isn't going the way i want it to.
it juz sucks las,hate it lots.
tmr goin fer sprint dynamic in the morning,
hope i can wake up=x
so have you forgotten about me?
do i meant nothing to you from the beginning?

Todae didn't went to skool.
slept till 12.30.
woke up waited fer her msg.
but it didn't came at all.
saw her on msn.
she told mi some weird things.
i still dun understand.
mark also told mi i failed my e-maths papaer2.
so it's left with geography.
spent the whole day plying com again.
i have not spent time wif god.
n i'm walking back to him.
THERE'S NO LIMITS FOR WITH GOD,
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.
what can i do to make u believe,
i still love you?

Todae damn tired las.
than somemore rained=x
prefect weather fer sleeping^^
got bac all my paper liao,
expect fer maths paper 2 n geography.
failed all,die liao las.
need meet parents to take bac report slip.
so less going out fer mi than.
need work harder liao.
june studying to catch bac with my class.
dun be sad liao,cheers ya?
its not the end of the world
when u fail yr geo onli.

Todae went to skool.
get bac papers.
all get back de all fail=x
goin to die liao.
than after skool went home.
i damn guai de^^
than went fer tutiton.
when bac kena kp by my father.
damn dulan las.
dun never tok to him liao.
realli wanna see yr face,
todae didn't get to see,
as morning go bac to class.

Todae wake up 11plus.
early than the 2 other daes^^
woke up late nvr went fer trackz=x
than wanted to go ply mahjong at mark hse de.
than cancelled,coz they dun wan ply liao.
tahn no where to go.
so whole day,stayed at homed played computer again.
todae start skool liao.
but i tink if after skool,
if nvr go out is wif com again=x
hope someone could lure mi away from my computer.
Yea you're back,miss you lots.

Todae woke up 1 plus again.
Thanks to my auntie's cor.
wanted to go to church de.
set my alarm but it didn't rang.
aiya nvm.so played com until 7 plus.
ate dinner than went out.
than went to lan with frenz.
than saw kai cong.
than later cheryl n jacq came to disturb him.
than they saw mi,than disturb mi=.=
than saw ray n co. but wanna go home liao.
so nvr pei them lan.
so todae whole dae is ply com nia=x
goin to wear thicker spectacles le.
I miss u,promise me you will be back.

Todae wake up 12 plus=x
i know i'm a pig.
than went out wif parents,
even though yesterdae quarreled=x
after tat went to my aunt's hse fer mum's day dinner.
met my cousins,talked about the past.
realli realli miss the pass.
when i was staying in my cousin's hse.
my CHILDHOOD memories will not be forgotten^^
June holiday faster come plz,
so can go out with them.
Yea i'm wishful thinking.
It isn't a crime,is it?

Todae had phyiscs paper.
realli not sure my answer correct of wrong=x
aiya dun bother le las.
YEA,EXAMS ARE OVER!!
damn sian sia.
wanna go out,no one wanna go out.
Y muz u all riot at home?
aiya dun sae liao las.
Than juz quarrel with parents.
Damn fuck up now=x
Tat's y i dun wanna stay at home,
always end up quarreling.
I noe i hate my parents.
HOPE that,you do still like mi.
there's always hope isn't there?
GO ZIXIN'S BLOG
http://impeccable-love.blogspot.com/2008/05/someone-fucking-help-me-please.html
watch the video,
(girl i dun wanna it,to turn out tis way)

Todae geography paper still ok ba^^
did every question...
after skool went to take thumbdrive frm jass hse.
than went to mac meet alex n co.
after tat was dota =)
after lan too tired liao,
went home.
yea tmr last papaer liao.
holiday here i come xD
My nights are spent,
staying awake thinking of you.

Todae maths paper 2 damn difficult las.
didn't do a lot of questions.
After skool when home.
Slack wif com until the rain stop than went out.
Went to alex n co.
after tat went to ply ali bomb n block catching.
Damn tired las.
Tmr geo paper haven study yet=x
I know i still love you.

Todae the maths paper was still ok...
didn't do one question nia.
after skool went to 768,
eat mac than slack outside the mac
than kena scoldin,
coz we anyhow ply the kids ride=x
than went to play ali bomb.
went home to sleep after tat...
So yea,i n zixin are faded.
Our situation are the same,
(i dun lyk zixin las=.=)
juz hope it doesn't ends the same ba.
Realli dun wan it to end lyk tis.
So u dun lyk anyone,
i will stop askin u le.
So u were the one who build mi up
and tear mi down.

Todae chem paper
didn't manange to finish=x
keep on tinking of
u during the paper...
i dun noe y...
dnt anyhow did the whole paper xD
Juz knew tat someone else lyk u todae...
after skool saw u at the skool gate
walked behind u the whole way...
realli wanted to tok to u
but the person was juz right beside of mi
i dun wan him to be sad,
so i juz quitely walk behind u...
hope u'r not angry.
U'r the air u breath,
without u,
how can i ever survive?

Todae woked up at 11plus...
saw yr sms,i was overjoyed
but when i readed it,
my heart juz shatters,
It said:
I'm sorry.i'm not worth it.Maybe i'm not the one.
Dont carry any hope.Dont do anythiny for me anymore.
You knew its impossible too.

In my mind
u were sry?
i'm the one tat shld sae sry,not u
if u'r not worth it,
hu will ever be worth it?
if u'r not the one,
than no one earth will be the one.
don't carry any hope,
but my hope fer u will nvr die.
dont do anythin fer u
how can i not do anythin fer the person i love?
i knew its impossible?
than y am i still waiting fer u?

u haf hurt mi time n time again,
but i dun noe y u juz keep coming bac to u?
is tis realli LOVE
to be hurt time n time again?
i'm not sure anymore ):

Todae went to esplande wif khairi,sakinah n muyasarah.
the reason was to study...
there was fun n laughter on the way thr...
while studyin thr...
a guitarist n singer by the name of
john english sang his songs
i started to tink about u...
no one will know how i feel...
after that went to the flyer
after flyer went to the padang...
there was realli nthing thr=x
khairi needa go home so we went bac,
brought sakinah n muyasarah homed.
Sakinah said u'r not worthit
n asked mi to forget u...
but i can't,yr name has been craved in my heart.
how can i ever forget u?
y didn't u reply my sms?
When u did,u sae tok to u later...
it hurts ):

Todae,it's yr b'dae
i wanted to surprise u wif your b'dae present...
but when it turned out lyk tat,
i tink u dun even wanna see my face,
(hope u would lyk it n not throw it away)
who on earth would haf tot we turned out lyk tis ):
i haf been waiting fer yr reply the whole morning
but it didn't came...
when it finalli came in the afternoon
i was overjoyed...
no one would ever noe how i feel...
i still love u...
u dun wanna be frenz onli...
but i will conitnue to wait.

Kendrick
16; 9th February
Evergreen Secondary
Track & Slacker

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