when someone's time is up,
there will be tears,
you really have got no mood to do anything.
because of all the unspoken words you have not said.
you could write it in a letter
but does it helps?
the person you love dearly has already passed away. everyone is looking at you,
i'm going against my religion
to do another religion ritual,
what can i do?
i'm so call the eldest grandson
(my father is the eldest son)
everyone is looking and counting on me.
i just got to follow their way.
you will feel helpless and cry again everytime you think of it.
when you need a shoulder to cry on,
who among your friends are willing to lend you theirs?
i don't have many,
does that means i don't have lots of friends?
they are just merely action as one?

all that i know,she is going to a better place.
she will be with Qunnie(my past dog)
in a place i will go someday,
as she has recieved grace and accpeted,
the LORD as her personal GOD and SAVIOUR.
with a twitch of her eye lip she agreed,
when my aunt ask her yesterday.
but the burial is still taoist as the rest of the family are taoist
and do not believe in christianity.
May GOD be gracious and takecare of her.

Her tiny form is disarming.
But Jyoti Amge's dreams are as big as those of her friends.
At 15 she stands just 1ft 11½in tall and weighs less than a stone,
giving her one very big claim to fame -
as the smallest girl in the world.
Doctors believe Jyoti is a pituitary dwarf
but have never been able to pinpoint her condition.
Such dwarfism is caused when the body
fails to produce enough growth hormone.

Jyoti, centre, with some of her classmates - also aged 15.
Her little grey uniform is specially made for
her Specialists have told her she will remain
the same size for the rest of her life.
'When I was three I realised that
I was different to the rest of the kids,' she said..
'I thought that everyone was bigger and I should get bigger too.'
Jyoti has her own mini grey uniform and school bag and even a tiny desk..
But she looks like a doll next to her teenage classmates.
She said: 'I am proud of being the smallest girl.
I love all the attention I get.
I'm not scared of being small,
and I don't regret being small.

She works from her custom made chair and
table but her pens and books are still rather too large for her
'I am sure there are many people
in this world who are dwarfs like me.
'I'm just the same as other people.
I eat like you, dream like you.
I don't feel any different.' Weighing 12lb
- only 9lb more than her weight at birth,
Jyoti dreams of becoming an actress.
Despite her size she insists on living as normal a life as possible
in her home town of Nagpur in India - including going to the local school.
'When I first went to school everyone was so big I used to get scared
but I'm okay now, I like it.
I have a different desk and chair that were made for me.
I'm a normal student.'
Jyoti with a family friend - who, at 13 months,
is already bigger than she is She is also like any other teenage girl.
'I have a huge collection of dresses.
I like to shop for more. Everyone in my family gets things for me.
I love make-up and like dressing up like beautiful models.
I would like to be an actress when I grow up.
My dream is to do films.'
Jyoti has already had a taste of fame in a pop video for Indian star Mika Singh.
'They asked her to appear in the video for a song on his album,'
said her mother Ranjana Amge, 45.
However, Jyoti's dreams of stardom could be ruined because
of fractures to both her legs that have never healed
because of problems with her size.

Baby of the family: With sister Rupali, 18,
Archana, 23, mother Ranjana Amge, 45,,
father Kishan, 52, and brother Satish, 22

Jyoti is taken to school on
brother Satish's motorbike,
along with sister Archana 'First I could walk,
but I slipped on ice during a holiday and hurt my leg.
I find it strange that my legs just don't heal.
I don't like it,it causes me pain.' Mrs Amge said:
'No-one knows why she is so small.
Jyoti is small, yet cute, and we love her very much.
'People in the region of India where
the family live flock to see the teenager
and some even treat her as a goddess.
She receives a lot of support from her brother and two sisters.
Oldest sister Archana, 25, said:
'I have been taking care of her since she was a small baby.
She is so delicate and fragile.'
During her first five years of life,
brave Jyoti was in and out of hospital as she constantly fell sick,
but eventually she grew stronger.
The teenager's father Kishan Amge, 52, a construction worker, said:
'She makes me proud. Lots of saints and spiritual gurus come to see and bless her.
They pray for her happiness and long life.'