Long time didn't post liao=x
blog going to riot xD
thursday,
school was lyk super sian...
mr sam soo release us early nia=)
than baby went my hse again...
friday,
school was short=)
a few lessons nia...
than didn't meet baby after school,
went home straight...
than mark and heng siang came my hse,
played mahjong...
saturday,
morning baby sit little brother...
than until night than went out with baby,
as usual she was late again...
so met sook yee first,talk to her awhile...
than baby came,went dinner together.
on the way to her hse,she saw her parents=x
than after she home,i went home too.
sunday,
went to meet cg ppl at eliza's hse,
than slack thr until 4.30pm...
than rushed fer tuition,
after tuition went to eat dinner with tuition frenz,
than met baby,she wanted to buy shoes...
so went old woodlands,
than she wanted to go to a church at marsiling,
pei her than walk from there to her hse,
don't know why love walking wif her=x
than went homed.
tmr start school liao,
got a-maths test,
wish me all the best ba...

TUESDAY
went to school ALONE becoz baby
didn't wan to eat breakfast.
she wanted to sleep,
haiz she lazy piggy las=p
than went to class,
baby ask me to come out of class
becoz she wan to see mi=x
than ask mi go find her at her class thr.
after that was chinese,
ok las,did nothing much=)
than social studies,
slept in her lesson...
than was a-maths,
alot of ppl start dropping siol,
don't know wanna drop also wors...
than recess,than was geography=)
one of my fave lesson...
than was maths,sleeping time again...
than was physics,super sian lesson by mr clement lee.
than after school didn't went for
sprint dynamic becoz leg pain...
instead went to be interviewed by EXCO...
than went home changed than went to meet baby...
went to meet fren for dinner,
than went for tuition...
and homed.super tired the whole day...
WEDNESDAY
Todae went to school as usual.
a-maths was lyk ok las.
than was english,
first time in history tat english lesson,
i feel lyk sleeping=x
haiz i dun noe anymore las.
than P.E,baby look and me while running,
sot of paisei las=x
than recess,as usual...
needa get new pants said by TAN JOHN HAO!!
than went back to class for maths,
2 period of maths...
slept one period,
awake in another...
than chem,wake for both lesson=)
than went to find baby after school.
went to buy bubble tea than homed.
baby gotta go home,
sent her to bus stop,
actually wanted to meet her later,
to help chose the cake de...
but in the end she sae dun wan:(
than went to bed after computer awhile.
Going to study soon=)
let see tommorrow how ba...

Todae woke up 6am.
damn tired las the whole day.
the night before slept at 2.07am=x
assembly got spot check,
than my fcuk up cher,
mr clement lee ask mi to stand up.
i already cut my hair liao loh,
what else you wan me to do?
anyway run away frm hair cut=x
than went back class,
cher dun noe wat expectation thingy.
total waste of time=x
than had a-maths,failed again...
don't know wanna continue anot...
than recess,didn't met baby becoz timing wrong=x
went back to class for maths,
slept in the lesson=x
than dnt slept for 1 period than cher caught mi,
ask mi to wake up~~~
than assembly,mr chan talk his grandfather story again.
drag the assembly so damn long las.
after assembly,kena an interview to become exco.
baby sorry to let you wait so long
than went to find baby at canteen.
went to my house slack...
than sent her home,
than back home.
tommorrow maybe meeting baby for breakfast,
maybe nia,coz dun tink she can wake up=x
anyway started the 2nd term quite ok=)
baby i will love you till the day i die.

Todae woke up 8am,
than lazy than went to sleep again.
so 10am woke up.
went to church,had lunch there.
went to amos's hse fer cg today.
had a time to "rest" in god's presence.
said our prayer out loud=)
sang tons of worship songs.
than had snack,
some went home after that.
went to amos room fer jamming.
amos played the guatiar while caleb played the drums.
they are super good at it las!!
than had to go,becoz got tuition at 4.30 :(
went back took things check blog awhile than went out.
(baby i'm really sorry,cannot figure out yr code)
someone remember about her pass also wors~~~
sry but really i can do nothing but,
hoping you will not go back to him :(
after tuition went to cut hair.
now much much shorter loh T.T
tmr started school liao,
let's see what's going to happen tommorrow!!
CAN'T WAIT=)

Todae woke up 7am,becoz of hp alarm.
than went to off it and slept again.
dreamed of mum scolding mi las.
than woke up=x
sms baby,met her at cck.
she bought fer her grandma some stuff,
than went bac to cck to eat breakfast.
than sent her homed.
than i homed,
anyway my dream came true=x
mum did scold mi~~~
went to repair fone after tat.
I LOST ALL MY CONTACT SMS/CALL ME YOUR NUMBER!!!
later maybe going east coast pei cousin.
see how first ba...

Dont Walk In Front Of Me
---I May Not Follow
Dont Walk Behind Me
---I MAy Not Lead
Just Walk Beside Me
---And Share This Special Moment

Todae woke up 7am=x
went to skool to meet zihan(alien)
together went to class fer A-maths test.
than sakinah and sarah wait fer mi outside class.
went to have breakfast with them and amiurl=)
than went home.
sorry guys cannot follow you out=x
next time ba=)
sorry to primary school frenz too,
didn't went out with u all todae=x
waited until 1plus than leave hse.
went to find baby at cck.
she damn heartless las,
let her grandma carry alot things
go up by herself =p
anyway she was late again =x
than went movie with her at jurong point.
than went to take photo with her at jurong ~~~~
forgotten the name=x
than sent baby to grandma hse.
baby dun scared mi le ok?
i cannot take it de=x
than went bac woodlands find jensen.
took back my shirt than homed.

Do not grieve over the past,for its gone.
Do not worry about the future for it has yet to come.
As long as it is called today.
live this day as if it your last,
and you will find each day worth living for.

Todae woke up 8.30am i tink...
went to prepare myself to meet baby.
she woke up at 9plus.
than sae meet 10.30am.
played dota while waiting.
than she was late again,as usual=x
becoz her hp spoil...
at first was lyk damn angry las,
coz her hp cannot call=x
in the end noe y not angry liaos =)
went to my house.
she saw my bro fer the first time.
slacked at my hse,
than went to buy lunch fer both of them,
baby told mi tat she onli haf 4 years to live las.
i was lyk damn sad las,i could help but ~~~
haiz baby i will be by yr side,
till my last breath.
i love you.
than went to collect her contact lens
frm one republic poly gal.
than sent her home.
after i reached home,
she told mi she going her grandma's hse again.
i was lyk u shld haf told mi earlier,
i could have bring u thr=x
i tink tmr meet her ba,
see how it goes ya?
a-maths test tmr also,
gotta get gd result=)
anyway she owe mi something
and she noe it xD

Wednesday,
todae woke up 9plus becoz of alarm.
than went bac to sleep=x
12.31pm woke up again.
rushed to prepare fer SD training.
went to bishan thr,it was raining.
so stay at bishan shopping centre walk walk awhile.
than walk in the rain to bishan stadium =)
did training as usual.
walao fucked up rain,
cannot do my 200m,100m n 4X100m again...
super sian de loh.
nvm bas,than went to sembawang wif suifan.
ate my lunch thr,than homed.
baby todae nvr answer my calls n smses.
damn sad las,now shld be ok le bas=)
she cried becoz her gan dear
dun wanna be gans le.
becoz of we two=x
baby i'm sorry ya?
I'm going to forget you today=)

TUESDAY,
Todae woke up 8plus=x
i noe las,first time.
went to prepare myself to meet baby.
than sms her,she nvr reply.
so bet she still sleeping.
my zhu baby =p
10plus she smsed mi.
went to meet her at 11plus.
went to kfc tgt.
saw a lot of band ppl.
than went to cwp becoz
baby needa do bank thingy.
than baby wif mi went to my hse.
actualli she wanted to do her hwk las.
in the end do a little nia=x
anyway sorry cuzins didn't meet u all fer movie.
sent her home coz she go funeral.
than went to find uly,tgt go tuition.
in the end baby nvr go funeral.
i'm almost done with you=)

SUNDAY,
todae went out wif gan elmo=)
went to bugis,
went shopping and watched a movie thr.
than bac to woodlands,
coz got tuition.
after tuition went to find baby.
went to cck,went thr to haf dinner.
suddenly baby broke down.
she scared i will leave her wors.
(baby dun cry anymore ya?
iloveu )
than baby went to ah ma hse sleep.
than went home.
MONDAY,
todae woke up about 12plus=x
realise i nvr set alarm.
rushed to prepare my things fer
sprint dynamics heats.
needa be punctual summore=x
reached thr on time=)
100m 12.4secs
200m 26.0secs
4X100m cancelled becoz of lightning ):
went home after tat.
maybe later going cousin hse stay over=)
end here ba.
anyway she's back frm her holidays=x

Thursday,
sakinah wanted to go to escape.
i agreed as i got nothing to do=x
so i went to causeway to wait fer her and sarah.
so sian las,make mi wait fer 1 1/2 hrs.
than come went to find amirul.
waited fer him also =.-
in the end change plan went to east coast instead.
went to Burger King first,
coz i was damn hungry.
than amirul and sarah haf a eating contest xD
(the pictures are them)
than went to cycle.
got some fucked up fisherman,
scold sakinah and sarah
fer sitting beside their fishing rods.
i was like damn hot las.
in the end i cycled away.
went back frm east coast about 8plus.
went to cousin hse at pasir ris =)
FRIDAY,
woke up at 11 plus.
than went back to woodlands to meet xiao yun(baby)
waited fer her at cwp fer another 1 1/2hrs.
don't noe wat's wrong wif my life,
keep on waiting fer ppl =x
but nvm las,coz it isn't xiao yun's fault.
went to cck to watch kungfu panda.
after tat bac to woodlands,
had swensen's fer dinner.
i actually forgot to pay and walk out=x
lols,i was lyk damn paisei las.
fetch xiao yun home.
went back to pasir ris to pei cousins.
Saturday,
went back to woodlands about 10plus.
becoz had cg at 2pm.
after that went to meet xiao yun.
brought her to her grandma's hse.
than mrt-ed to ang mo kio.
ate dinner with parent and homed.
i'm going to forget about you,
with the help of her =)

let the pictures tell the story ba.
sian to blog liao.

Today stayed at home the whole day=x
coz i'm guai^^
played dota with cousins,
don't know y not sian de leis.
anyway i think my hse got ghost=x
i lie on my bed awhile,
closed my eyes and the computer was off.
nvm las,at least the ghost
is friendly help mi off computer^^
tommorrow promised ming hui(E.T) to go track
needa wake up 8am.muz try to wake up.
me and my parents are back to normal le.
PRAISE GOD FOR THAT.
i have moved on=)

so ya,you have forgotten about me.
i think it's time i forget about you.
My story about her.
It started when i was in secondary 2.
when i saw you,i knew you were the one.
i wanted to approach you,
but you had already a stead.
so i didn't in the end.
it was the first let go.
it was until this year,
when you added me on msn.
than it hit me,and we started chatting,
the days were short but it was full of smiles.
it was than i became your "ahma",
i wasn't happy at all,
quietly i told myself i wanted to your stead.
so i asked to change gans,
hoping you would say gan boyfriend.
but you said "kor" instead.
so i went to ask sook yee,
whether you still have stead a not.
she said you have broken up with him.
but she said you wasn't a good stead.
as you have never went out with him.
i didn't care a word she said.
so i went to ask you whether you have a stead,
you said no and asked me not to ask anymore.
so it was then my mind was set to jio you.
i still remember the part when i
promise to teach you mahjong.
i think it will never come now ya?
i even went to scold catherine,
for spike-ing the vollyball at you.
as i don't want you to get hurt,
but in the end,i got a scolding from you,
you asked me not to care about your life.
days went by fast with the happy and sad moments
and finally i asked for stead.
in the end you rejected me,
you asked me to fuck off,get out of your life.
so i did and it was the second let go.
that day i even cried but it was time to move on.
i even asked you to scold me,
i told you that will make me hate you,
so that i could move on,it worked.
we were just mei and kor after that.
than i continue to jio other girls.
one day zixin told me that you like me too.
you have even cried for me,
i hate girls to cry,
i will do anything for them not to cry.
that's my nature.
but than my feeling for you have faded.
so i started sms-ing you again.
after a few days,the feelings were back.
i even told zixin
thanks a lot for telling me.
i promise never to hurt you.
it was the 30th of April.
when i ask you whether you like me a not.
you said a little(:
i was lifted to my feets.
words can't explain how i felt at that moment.
with that i was determined to jio you.
my heart craved your name into it.
i thought we were meant to be.
but it turned out wrong.
you told me,you were sorry
and we were not meant to be on
1 May when i asked you for stead.
it was your birthday tommorrow,
i have always thought of making you the happiess girl,
but in the end,i made you sad.
i knew you didn't want to see me.
so i asked zixin to pass you the present.
after that it was hell to me.
all my close friends ask me to give up on you.
but i didn't care about them.
so i continued to talk to you.
hoping of a miracle.
but it never came.
your feelings were fading fast.
suddenly this guy yee herng also liked you.
i was walking behind of you,
and didn't dare to talk,
as i was afraid i might hurt his feelings.
it was the closes i ever got near to you.
you went out with alson,enqi,etc.
the fact that you went out with alson made me jealous
but there was nothing i can do.
you have never went out with me,
and i think i will never happen.
It was friday,
when you were playing volleyball,
the smile on your face made my day,
but i can only stand far away and look.
until yesterday it all came to me.
all this was only just a dream.
a dream which i never wanted to wake up from.
It was the third let go.
All i ever wanted was to make you happy,
but in the end i made you sad.
as i leave i hope you will be happy,
it's everything i ever wanted.
SHERMAINE SEE YUET LIN
promise me you would smile like
you used to before you knew me.
i have never regretted loving you,
you will always be somewhere in my heart.
every story has an ending ya?
so this is the ending.
let this be a sweet memory which
we can think back and smile when we get old.
My last goodbye.

Yesterday didn't get to go to sentosa.
quarrel with parents instead.
in the end run away from home.
just came home this morning.
went to get track things.
went for track,in the end
there was not even a single person
at the stadium.
nvm than,it always has been my fate ya?
later should be going out again.
don't wanna see their faces.
anyway no one understands me.

Kendrick
16; 9th February
Evergreen Secondary
Track & Slacker

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